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so like um im so excited imma piss mah pants. friday shall rock mah socks off. bailey shall reside at my homestead for the night of friday june 24, 2005. your jealous && you know it. <33
DANCE danceDISK0: i wish i was a duck.
Thats Vintage: i know.
Thats Vintage: then i could be a goose.
Thats Vintage: and we could party.
DANCE danceDISK0: HECKyesssssssssssindeed.
DANCE danceDISK0: and do the chicken dance?
Thats Vintage: i don't wanna be a chicken i don't wanna be a duck
Thats Vintage: so kiss my
Thats Vintage: butt-
Thats Vintage: assassassassssss.
Thats Vintage: hahahah
DANCE danceDISK0: haha
Thats Vintage: man, i love liz moments.
DANCE danceDISK0: man, baily moments rock my socks off.
DANCE danceDISK0: bailey*
Thats Vintage: heck yes. fool. what. then. nigga.
Thats Vintage: i am so hyper.
DANCE danceDISK0: tehe.
DANCE danceDISK0: MAKE A FACE LIKE A BLOWFISH!
DANCE danceDISK0: and run around your room and pretend like your swimming like a blowfish.
DANCE danceDISK0: now listen to Barbie Girl and twirl like a ballerina.
DANCE danceDISK0: and NOW;;gets out hypnotizing equipment;;your a monkey w/ a drinking problem.
Thats Vintage: fjfldsy
Thats Vintage: tesssss
Thats Vintage: i mean
Thats Vintage: yess
Thats Vintage: stupid. stupid.
Thats Vintage: ehcksss core.
Thats Vintage: i have brainfreeze.
Thats Vintage: and it's making me insane.
DANCE danceDISK0: well if you have brainfreeze submerge ur brain in hot water.
Thats Vintage: brain juices.
Thats Vintage: you wear your man panties.
DANCE danceDISK0: i wear man panties? MEN HAVE PANTIES??!?!
Thats Vintage: bahahaha
Thats Vintage: your face has panties.
DANCE danceDISK0: your mom's face has panties and your face wears a thong
Thats Vintage: face floss.
Thats Vintage: HAHSHSHHSHSHSAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
DANCE danceDISK0: indeed. hahahahahahaha;;
DANCE danceDISK0: now go bark to your dog and pretend like you understand him/her and play house w/ ur dog.
DANCE danceDISK0: dog(s)
DANCE danceDISK0: *
DANCE danceDISK0: BECAUSE OF EYE OF TIGER!! IT MOVED HIM INSIDE!!

i love this chick. she wears face floss


DANCE danceDISK0: PLUS i gotta be up @ 9 to surround myself w/ peppy people that dont know pain.
Thats Hardc0re: i hate that
Thats Hardc0re: "isnt life WONDERFUL? I love life."
DANCE danceDISK0: no, you peppy bitch now shut the fuck up before i stick a dagger down ur throat.... thats what i think.
Thats Hardc0re: hahahah
Thats Hardc0re: i love life.
DANCE danceDISK0: its people like us that make life worth living. hahahaa.

so i love this chik too. one of the coolest cats on earth.
im stoked... haha.

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i wrote something new;;here goes::

&& im not over you
im getting rid of you by leaving your life for good
if i dont i shall still be in love with you
every waking moment
&& it KILLS ME
i know you've found the perfect girl;;shes not me
therfore i must leave
this is my final goodbye
love is a lie
&&
i'm falling now because
i'm holding on to things
that are no longer there
♥
©

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4 days til panama city

and i hate this feeling inside
for it pleases me not;
it makes me wanna take a dagger
and drive it straight through my heart
©

i only have space for 13 more cds in my cd holder thingy. that makes me excited.. i dont know why but it does... i've never had this many cd's before.

without your love, i would die.
there's a pool outside shall i prove it?

Your touch is soft and delicate
yet unwanted and unneeded

Your love is grand just not for me

And your smile
it makes me hate my life

You hesitate to say I love you
and yet with every moment
that goes by I hate you
a little bit more

Yes, I’ve moved on
just not all the way

And you

She lives so far away yet
you love her just the same

And now you don’t hesitate
to say I love you and
still I hate you even more

I know she’s better than me

I know
©

((really cheezey and stupid but umh... im bored))
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divide the day
orangeburg massacre
broadway
^^add them to your myspace!!! they're grand.

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

ok so i stole that from magen(sp?)'s xanga 
but its really sad. makes me hate my life.
<///3

6 days til PANAMA CITY BEACH, FL
lyk woahz;;HECKyess<33

light that smoke
that one for giving up on me
and one just cause they'll
kill you sooner than my expectations
to my favorite liar
to my favorite [[scar]]
i could have died with you
i hope you choke on those words
that kiss that bottle- i confess
now ask yourself yeah out on the insides
i said i loved you but i lied

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so um i think i might like walt?

i love horses.
i get to go back to the farm on thursday.<33333333333

i got to see all mah ol' buddies @ hot java--caitlin, deon, bailey, brandon, and jay, OH yes and miss allison--this time it wasnt so akward i just wasnt around so much and felt all drugged and junk and caitlin && i had fart stuff twas grand and we play hop scoth but now onto the better part of my weekend.... my aunt is moving from california to pendleton and she has horses so friday night @ hot java my mom and sister show up and pick me up and we go to help out w/ the horses and junk. i actually had fun. twas grand. she has 5 horses, 1 mule, 1 pony, && 1 goat--so far.. the chickens and ducks and dogs are coming later. i think. they are all so pretty
this is the goat--mary. i think.. his "twin" pippin died.
this is the princess of them all, journey, she's a show horse and junk.
cabby. she's my dear.
this is winchester. he's a roundy one.
here's mr. jake. he's a biter. he tried to bite me a few times. EKK.
mr. jack. he's mah baby. he's a clydesdale... he's mah budweiser horse. haha. yessir. i got to walk him and junk. he's so gentle.
this is mah other baby lulu. she's the mule. i love her dearly. i was the only one that could pet her.. i was the only one she allowed to pet her. she's so prettyful.
and skippy the pony. he's a biter also.... he's tried to bite me a few times.

it was so grand there. woke up @ 8 every morning ate breakfast lounged around til bout 9 then played w/ the goat then went down to the stalls to see all the horses. they're so prettyful. i cant wait til the saddles get here so i can ride. and i've decided that this is going to be my summer job--i have to ask the aunty dear, but im sure she'll allow it--but i want to work down on the farm. its grand. the only downside was--no tv, no music, no computer.. but twas all good. oh yea and no bed. ekk. twas horrid w/o a bed. but yea. twas good then we got to take a nap round 3ish. yes twas grand.
well, im out.

it's our time

to shine

through the

down

glorified by

what is

ours

OH.btw--7daysTILpanamaCITYbeach,FL!